here's my first n hope not the last post :D
enjoy worldmate ;]
some suitable words for my day today are NIGHTMARE !SHOCKED !SAD AND REGRET ??(a lil bit i guess ;p)n of course REDHA~
yahh ,life must go on .its not like ITS THE END OF MY WORLD if tak pass SPM right ?its the stupid thought ever .but honestly ,im a lil down today sebab ibu expect so muchoo from me !
situasion I at 13:45 :
after entering the house to show em my result n salam tangan ibu (1,2,2,3,1) ..,
ibu : dapat berapa ?4A ? (with hopeful smile) wink*wink*
me : @_@ (speechless ,of course) nope ,1A je ..(with a very damn serious face)
ibu : (in mind ;anak aqu ni joking ke betolbetol ?)elehh tipulahh .takkan 1A je ..
me : (oh GOD,tell me whatta do D;)betol laa ..
i turn around ,
ayah ,uda (panggilan di rumah ;]) keluar pergi rumah wan jap .
situation II at around 23:30 (kutt?) :
ibu : ibu nak tidur dah
i grabbed her hand n salam
ibu : ibu memang down sikit dengan result uda ,biasalah reaksi spontan tapi uda jangan putus asa ,xpayah fikir dah pasal ni ,lepas ni fokus betolbetol belajar kat tempat lain nanti c:
P/S : my feeling right now ?Tuhan je tau sebab aqu pun taktau .
CONCLUSION : SO VERY DAMN MUCHO DEPPRESED ON HOW MY IBU REACTS (--,--)
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